Friends are the family we choose for ourselves.

I have been far from this blog for 4 years.

So many things have happen in between.

My last writing here was February of 2012 .It was 2 months before my father’s condition escalate and finally lead to his death at the very start of April 2012.

I could not bring myself back here to post more of travels and good times after that.

I did manage bring myself to travel more this time but mostly because I wanted meet more and more friends of mine.

People I actually missed and miss every day.

People I wanted see more in fear of maybe lose them also.

In the end I found myself the past 4 year travelling 2 times to Japan and all the rest of travels in Europe.

My road most of times had to end up in Belgium. To a wonderful house of 5 cats that are so luck to get the chance meet some of the most talented and interesting people coming from the Land of Rising Sun .

I have no complain I manage in a time of 4 years make some so memorable travels and some really unforgettable times spend with some really wonderful and special people.

And after a super wonderful 4 year ride we came to a tragic pause .

I still cannot believe, I still cannot accept.

 I still cannot begin move on but this and the following posts can be the part of the small steps I will try make.

I chose restart this blog only to use it in a little different way this time.

I will write here and post here some wonderful memories of that 4 year time that had to do with the people I met during this time .

The ones that from the very start I call my  “family”

I remember all of us talk about music.

I always remember us speak of how we all react to music.

We agreed that maybe the meaning was in how each of us heard the sound even tho most of us did nothing about it until it was so “loud" we had no choice.

Now I see some of us stand at the place of healing with no sound around us. And it is a giant place.

Sometimes it's a place of monstrous beauty but also a place of endless dark and glimmering light and sadly not sound at all. Time stands still there.

We all miss you so much I cannot even put in words.

There is no words there is only this healing silence.

Still we are all together still. We fight alone but we all are still there for each other.

We kept the contact we keep and forever keep you.

You are from the start the reason we all end up together. You are the glue keeping us together. And you are strong .So strong.

In the end what remain for us is each other ,is the friends.

Friends are the family we choose for ourselves.

My family now became the friends who had been there the whole time. People who I knew and know I can count on when things go wrong.

 The photo that follows I photoshoot at one of your last live shows of the tour "Original Love " that never ended. 

 It was the first EU show at Roubaix .

I start from the end and head back to the begin .

I will do the steps back for a while only to remember and keep all the lessons you teach us all.

 "All you need is Love " you and her always said. 

So yes ..All that is left now is LOVE and Love never dies.

Untill we meet again beautiful you are forever missed.

 

 

This photo is taken at Roubaix from the start of Original Love tour of ADAMS on behalf of High Feel during the sound check of the band .

 This is the wonderful Retromatic Peerless in the hands of Shota Yokoyama.